carpe diem

way babk 1st year high school in dbhs i remember the priests, every morning reiterating about "living our lives today as if we'll die tomorrow"...dati akala ko i live to this kind of principle...of enjoying the day doing all i know i should do....i used to hate people wasting time not doing what they ought to do and then later regreting what they haven't done...moreso, i hated those who wastes chances of loving..who let go of very rare chances...until i myself became one of them...i couldn't help thinking about how i've been rude...but it's not my point today...
isa lang...ang hirap magsisi...
i know a friend who have loved so much...c gen,kanina lang katext ko c arving ung taong mahal niya, who promised so much...maboka sobra,, then at the end just hurt her like that, i've nver seen my friend loved that much before and i know it was a great loss...good thing she's such a fighter (we all are)...i am just sad for arvin coz he didn't know the kind he just let go...he (unconciously?!) threw that love supposed to cradle him for a long time i know...a love so great offered to him...sinayang niya...sna lang hindi siya magsisi...

sa autograph ko nung elementary there was a picture of someone who's in the air, he just dove to a pool later realizing there were sharks...it says.."there's no turning back so be careful"

"Turn Back Time"

Give me time to reason,
give me time to think it through
Passing through the season,
where I cheated you

I will always have a cross to wear,
but the bolt reminds me I was there

So give me strength,
to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night. For the night...

Claim your right to science
Claim your right to see the truth
Though my pangs of conscience,
Will drill a hole in you

I seen it coming like a thief in the night,
I seen it coming from the flash of your light

So give me strength,
to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time..
I would stay for the night

The bolt reminds me I was there
the bolt reminds me I was there

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night


the radio just played now and forever .... :'(

if only you could hear me
i'll let you now how i miss you so
forgive me i was blind to see..
i was a fool to ever let you go
believe in me i want you to know
that i have realized there's no one else i'd rather be
but then i know that you have found yourself somebody new...
if only i could have another place and time...